Today I finally understood how POWERFUL can thaughts really be. The lesson I got was - never ever think negative thoughts about other people, or wish them to be gone... one guy that I didn't really liked got terribly ill and he is now in hospital unconscious. Somehow I feel really guilty about that, because I never thought anything positive about him.
Now I'm sending him all my love, blessings and pisitive feelings, hoping he will be allright.

Aloha Josephine,

I believe,

The good thing is that negative or conflicted thoughts are _A LOT_ less powerful than positive focused ones.

Alleluia!


Love to you,
ku'el.

Mahalo nui loa, Ku'el.
That was exactly what I needed to hear right now.

Aloha and blessings

Acctually the first I heard about what has happened I immediately understood why have I created this situation - to release all that negativity I had towards him and to replace it with enormous amount of positivity...
I do believe that he will be allright.

Yes to cause changes it always comes back to making a change in ourselves.

As I'm now trying to get myself organised and back on line, I decided to write here as much as I can.
So then... what has happened in this period of time?
That guy I was writing about few posts before is out of the hospital for some while now and is doing just fine. And I'm so thankful about that.
The other guy I couldn't get on with very well I haven't met for some log time now so it doesn't bother me anymore.

Oh, btw have I ever mentioned that a really big dream of mine came true? I'm talking here about my dream land... I was there! I saw it! The white clifs, London, Tower, Big Ben and all of the other things I dreamed about seeing since about grade 5 or something
It was awesome!

Oh, and another thing I guess I havent mentioned here is about my mobile phone. It was shortly before I went to my dream land when I noticed strange syncronicities. I had two dreams about me having a new mobile phone and I saw many other people around me having new mobile phones so... the message was clear! I understood that I will have a new mobile phone soon... but I didn't thougt that it will come to me so soon! So I was absolutely certain because of the clear sighns and I got it... really fast.
fun! It's nice to be absolutely certain about something!

Sending out love...
follow your joy!
Josephine_

Yeah, I know that feeling of certainty
Just a little bit of huna in my life (*singin*) lalalalallaaa

Love,
Sam

though I wish I had more certainty about various thoughts, because this was the only one... oh, well the other thing I was [and still am] certain about when I was in London is that I will return there. Let's see if I'm correct

Oh, today I had an awesome experience, that made me realize that I really like being a lightworker.
Early in the morning I was driving to my job [the same I have mentioned some time ago] when I saw a lady wanting to have a lift. Despite the fact that my mom had told me not to take any strangers in my car, I decided to pull of and so I did. The lady looked really worried and told me that she has overslept. She asked me if I could take her to her job in a downtown, at first I said no, because it was quite far from my job and I had to manage to get there till six as well, but after a second of thinking I understood that I can manage it and so I agreed. She was so thankful and yet quite worried. As it was so early the streets were absolutely empty so I could easily get to her job and back to mine right on time. But the thing that inspired me the most was the looks she had wen she was getting out of my car. She was so happy and thankful that she literary showered me with blessings. It was absolutely incredible and it made my day.

Can't yet figure out why I have created envy in my reality? Should I try hard not being myself just because otherwise some people are jealous? Need some advice...

Mahalo, mahalo nui loa
This question has troubled me for some time now and today I noticed, that I have too much focus on that, so I understood that if I continue this way it will just get worse... and then I thought that only ohana can help me here

Can't tell you how thankful I am for your reply.
Love and blessings to you, Silverdeer!

I'm now determined to stick with a daily plan which is composed of 11 obligatory points and various optional ones. I will write down notes about my success in a notebook so that I get more inspired and motivated. So far it's going really well and I'm willing to continue in the same manner. The point is to do all the 11 points each day and do as many optional points as possible. I love to challenge my limits

I saw that you keep things in a notebook. Since I am a huge OneNote junkie. I thought I would mention it to you. I believe its the best program ever written by microsoft. If 100 dollars wouldnt set you back to much I think its one of the best programs if you happen to keep notes like you mentioned or just organize ideas..

http://us1.trymicrosoftoffice.com/produ ... ture=en-US

the above link will take you to a 60 day free trial of the program. I use to have atleast 10 notebooks laying around my house I kept lists, notes and various junk in.. Now I just use this program, and the best part, I can search on those things and actually find the information I am looking for.. lol..

I'm using OneNote too! I write down my dreams there. I love the idea of journaling but somehow I could not stick to it. I don't know what to write about



Many blessings!
Sam

Well thanks for advice, but I guess that I'll consider this option when I get a real job, cause I don't earn my own living yet. The other thing is that I really like the writing process itself and as I try to reduce the time spent on computer then I'll just stick with notebook thing for a while.
peace and blessings